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Alright, well. Howdy ho, I bet you three people who are my friend on this probably missed me, huh?


Friday - I went to the mall with Jade and Kelly which was alot of fun, as usual. Except my dad gave me no money ( which he owes me 37 bucks and he failed to give it to me once again ) so that wasn't so much fun cause there's alot of new stuff in stores that I really wanted, plus Hot Topic was having a sale. Whatever had black in it was 15% off, which was like.. everything. And then I went home and went straight to bed, pretty much.


Saturday - I could've gone to the rink ( but Will wasn't going so I changed my mind and made new plans ), but I went to the bonfire with Jade and her friend ( now I think a new friend of mine ) Alyssa and we all hung out next to the fire and went on a really cramped and stupid hayride, and watched a band play and everything. I also could've gone to a haunted house with Talulla and Caitlin, but you know me and haunted houses. They don't work out together so well.


Sunday - Eh, as usual, nothing ever happens on a Sunday. I asked Kayli if she wanted to possibly go to the movies today if she wasn't busy, but she said she didn't know at school and she just hasn't contacted me all weekend, so I don't know. I might give her a call about it later.


And right now I'm just sitting here, waiting for people to wake the heck up, so I have someone to freaking talk to. Oh, and on Saturday I walked around the graveyard with my dad to take pictures of like, the trees and everything. I was trying to be so careful not to walk on the dead people. I know they're dead, but if I were them, I wouldn't want people stomping all over ontop of me.










"James, James, James, how are ya? Isn't it a lovely day?"
Obviously James and those people have never seen winter coming in Pennsylvania.

Alright, well. Howdy ho, I bet you three people who are my friend on this probably missed me, huh?




Friday - I went to the mall with Jade and Kelly which was alot of fun, as usual. Except my dad gave me no money ( which he owes me 37 bucks and he failed to give it to me once again ) so that wasn't so much fun cause there's alot of new stuff in stores that I really wanted, plus Hot Topic was having a sale. Whatever had black in it was 15% off, which was like.. everything. And then I went home and went straight to bed, pretty much.




Saturday - I could've gone to the rink ( but Will wasn't going so I changed my mind and made new plans ), but I went to the bonfire with Jade and her friend ( now I think a new friend of mine ) Alyssa and we all hung out next to the fire and went on a really cramped and stupid hayride, and watched a band play and everything. I also could've gone to a haunted house with Talulla and Caitlin, but you know me and haunted houses. They don't work out together so well.




Sunday - Eh, as usual, nothing ever happens on a Sunday. I asked Kayli if she wanted to possibly go to the movies today if she wasn't busy, but she said she didn't know at school and she just hasn't contacted me all weekend, so I don't know. I might give her a call about it later.




And right now I'm just sitting here, waiting for people to wake the heck up, so I have someone to freaking talk to. Oh, and on Saturday I walked around the graveyard with my dad to take pictures of like, the trees and everything. I was trying to be so careful not to walk on the dead people. I know they're dead, but if I were them, I wouldn't want people stomping all over ontop of me.










"James, James, James, how are ya? Isn't it a lovely day?"
Obviously James and those people have never seen winter coming.

alright, well.




nothing really happened the whole week that's worth writing about, because as you all know, school's not that important to me. except during lunch for the past two days, the fire alarm went off, causing us to sit there and huddle together, eating all my fries out in the cold. and in homeroom on friday something got in my eye, and it looked like i was crying and i was trying to make my eye stop turning red and everything.




and then yesterday kayli came over, and we had a heck of a good time. first it's always a little weird cause obviously, there's nothing to do but then i get zany, and she laughs and we laugh and it's a laughable fun time. we were walking outside our bonfire, having a contest to see who could outlast the other in british accents. i think i won, cause i realized finally that kayli hadn't been talking britishly for 10 minutes as we went home, but i still was. it was hard to stop talking like that. then we hung out, played the gee-tar for awhile, and then she had to go home. :( so all you suckahs at the football game freezing your butts off ; i think me and kayli had a better time at my house where the fun never stops. :)




and then today was homecoming, which i didn't go to, nor i don't think half the grade did, so whoever was there i hope you had a heck of a good time, i guess. and i did nothing today but lay in bed to remain warm, cry while watching "i am sam", and then sat around on the computer for awhile, wishing somebody would call me, and nobody did.




and tomorrow nothing is probably going to happen, cause nothing ever happens on sundays, because, well.. they're sundays.







and as the kids in homeroom saulted the red, white, and blue,
i fanned my red, white, and blue eyeball. god bless america!

alright, well, just to get one thing straight: if you notice i don't write in here or a couple days, i just figure i'd save time and space and write about my whole weekend at once ( even though it's not over yet seeing as tomorrow we have off too ).




well on friday, i went to the mall with kelly which was all in good fun, and in journeys this guy complimented me on my jacket. i wish he became my friend, ha. he seems like he'd be alot of fun to hang around with. i love when the employees actually TALK to you, and don't just waltz by and mutter "hi how are you" quickly and move into the back of the store, leaving you knowing they don't really give a damn about you and how you're actually doing.




then on saturday i went to the strip district in the morning. waltzed around, snapped shots, listened to men playing electric flutes and banjos on corners, and i got some daises and walked around and watched everyone else buying things and talking and eating infamous gyros. then, i later went to the mall once again with jade and kelly, which obviously ended quick seeing as i had nothing to shop for cause i already knew what wasn't there. but there was a guy at hot topic with gages, which made my night. you know me and my gages. the people there too are really friendly, and they'd seem like alot of fun to hang around with also.




then today, i hung around the house and then later went over kaylis and baked brownies and ate pizza with her and justin and strummed on the gee-tar which i haven't yet mastered all too well. and now i'm watching the flavor of love re-runs, praying that next week at the finale, he chooses deelishus or however it's spelled, and not psycho new york. i'll beatchis butt, fo sho if he does.











nobody knows what tomorrow brings, but i hope it brings something good.

well, i'm not feeling real good right now, so i decided to just sit here and write something to you three people ( if you three even look at this, lol ). but, i couldn't last 6 hours of not talking to anybody. sheesh, i wonder how alyssa handled 5 days.

well, i went to the dentist, and they said i have to get my wisdom teef removed next summer ( i don't know if they meant.. summer like, two years from now or THIS summer ), eek. that's going to be a teary-filled day, i can tell you that!

anyways.


woot, four day weekend coming up, thank goodness! i'm excited.

four days of fun with friends, or four days of sitting next to the phone waiting for friends to call. either way, it should be great like i've been saying, i gets to go to the strip district and check it out. there's a halloween store down there i hear is really cool, so i'm glad for that.

and alsoooo now we're so much closer to parties, silly costumes, and candy.











i walk up to the door and ring it, and hold out my treat bag.
"trick or treat", i say. "god that's one ugly mask," the man says.
i rip off my mask and all he sees is a skull.
"now that's a site for sore eyes", he says as i walk away.

Alright, so today after school was sort of interesting, I guess.

( school was normal so I'm not explaining that to you unless you want to pass out from boredom )

Well, me and my mother were in the clothes store and walking around and I call my dad and ask him if he can take me somewhere and of course he says he HASSS to go play pool on that day, and for me to ask my mother. So I just tell him "screw it" cause I'm not in the mood for making repeated phone calls of "you take her, no you take her," because my parents don't have their own voices to talk for their own, so they use their 15 year old daughters. Imagine a 40-something year old man with a 15 year old girls voice. Heh, I think it's funny.

Well, my mother starts freaking out cause she's like "I work, I come home, I clean, I work, I work, I work, (somewhere in all this she doesn't mention the fact she hangs out with her boyfriend every single day for hours) blahblahblah". And I tell her,"I didn't even ask you to take me," Yet, she still goes on. This woman will go on, and on, and on, and on. She shallt never die.

So then we go to Giant Eagle and I ask her if I can get some Jones Soda, so she tells me to go look for it so I tell her,"Alriiiiighhhtt, have fun looking for me then, cause my cell's in the car", and I walk away leaving her aware of what I said. So well, I look ( sadly no Jones to be found though ) and then I'm walking around to find my mother when "MELANIE!" so I turn and realize I have to walk further down to find an empty counter area to walk past since people are standing in there lines, and so I get to her and she yells,"WHAT WERE YOU DOING? TAKE THOSE OUT OF YOUR EARS," and the yelling continued all the way to the parking lot.

But luckily, I had my ipod.

I felt like I was in those little moments of time where everything around you is like.. deaf. Because I walked behind a car backing up, didn't blink. And I looked at my mother's face turning red ( so I supposed she was yelling at me for not watching where I was going, when I was actually watching where she was going, so I'd know where to go ) and I just chuckled. I walked around just looking at people and felt perfectly fine while my mother's sitting there grumbling about something or other.

I have the ability to make strangers talk to their hearts content, and people near me shut up for 5 minutes.

Anyways, earlier I also got yelled at for saying "Jesus Christ", coming from the christian woman who hasn't prayed, gone to church, has nothing in her house or anything to do with religion. And then as we pull out I lovingly hear her yell "JESUS!!". Hypoooocriiiiitee, yes?

Anywhoo, still in a good mood. The lord shall not bringeth me down!








I think she's just a little tempermental cause she didn't pour enough holy water into her coffee.






One cream, please.

alright, well i decided to wait till the end of the weekend to update, so here it goes.

on friday kayli came over to my house and we hung out for awhile, and then we left for jackass 2 which was a hilarious, but at moments disgusting movie. i've never seen a rated R movie ( at least from what i remember ) that showed so much and said so much. but, it was amazing, i must admit. then we came back to my house, sipped jones soda, made a "dirty" song nurse video from the scene on the movie Ferris Bueller's Day Off, and then sadly kayli had to go.

then on saturday i woke up with major bed head and sat around the house and waited until it was time to get ready for marissa's sweet sixteen suprise party. the look on her face was priceless, i might add. and it was alot of fun, alot of dancing, alot of messed up jokes, and alot of numbers were exchanged between new friends.

that night i got "aids", "lost my ear virginity" and had a "leg orgy". i'm bad, aren't i?

anyways.

i wish someone'd throw ME a suprise party,
i think it'd be sheer entertainment for everyone to watch me freak out and pee myself cause i would be scared.


and nothing's going on today, i might go to my dads house, i guess.

well, today was basically another school day.
and then after came cavity fillings galore,
it turns out i have to go back, i have more cavities.
the results of this dentist appointment only resulted in ONE tissue this time.
( i have quite a hatred for needles, if you didn't already know. )


but the assistant held my hand hand, told me to shut my eyes,
and everything was going to be alright. and it was.


so because of all the novacaine, i basically had angelina jolie lips for the rest of the afternoon. which i'm sure the fellas wouldn't mind. hit me up boys, we could be the next (yourname)anie.







tomorrow i am going to see Jackass 2 with kayli,
which should be alot of fun.
i really don't get to talk to her or hang out with her since we have no classes together or anything.
it makes me feel special though she'd go through band just to have ONE class with me.
i'm afraid i'm gonna lose her sometimes, though.
but hopefully, this'll "reunite" us, if you want to put it that way.


also, tommorrow i get to go costume shopping, hurrah.
due to lack of dinosaur costume findings,
i have now decided to be superman instead.
and so my mother's taking me to Party City tomorrow to buy my costume.
and you can't laugh, because you can't tell me you've never wanted to be a superhero when you were a little kid.








i'm just living out an 8 year olds dream,
in a 15 year olds body.